I still remember how reluctant i was to venture to the west in the name of an IT service provider, to stay overseas. Being in high school too when many of my friends were dreaming to travel to US, i never had that even rubbing against my mind. 25 years of absolute bliss was how i would define my life in chennai. Great moments and i loved every second of my school. Now thats for the next topic in the blog !!!
Vivid memories of me having an argument with my elder cousin who in 1996 travelled to US for reasons to work there, is still fresh. Everyone in our family were quite happy about it. She was the first one from our family to step out of the country. From a country which would not allow girls to even step out of house after 6 p.m. this was in all terms comparable to the famous statement "one small step for man; one giant leap for mankind". Women made rapid strides from then on. Everyone in the family were proud of her. As a teenager it did not matter to me much, though i was happy for her. She came back after a stay of 2 years and yeah i had an argument with her. She was all going gaga about life in US and how it enhances an individual's life. I was too young to understand that. Literally in a comfort zone with my parents providing for my day to day expenses and needs, i had nothing but only academics to worry about. But even that was a light burden when compared to many problems kids of my age had in their lives.
I was not happy about the way she was cribbing about India. "Ditching India" was what i would associate her comments to. How could a country change a person in less than two years ? Year after year i learnt that it was not just my sister alone, but a whole sizeable lot that went for the greener pastures in US. People called it braindrain. I termed it "arrogant" displayed by unfaithful citizens. Even during that time, i never had ambitions to go to US, except for once i attempted to do my masters in US but that was one of the big failures i had to face. Looking back , i know that my attempts were not sincere since i did not share the same passion as my one time friend who inspired me to take a shot at the GRE exams.Giving up was an easier and better choice.
I travelled to US for work reasons much against my own beliefs. I discovered that the west is completely organized. Men here have got a chance to build a country from scratches. They had the opportunity to look for the failures which led many civilizations to the grave and those that had endured the savages of time and still held its head high. US had one of the best opportunities time had given to them and they made the best use of it. Everything was planned ahead and it was not realised in a night's dream. Kudos to them that they took every step with caution and precision and now its for everyone to see where they are. They dictate the world's economy. Sheer hard work or rather smart work.
Lately, i found out the reason as to why many people have made US their home and country. They did not ditch India. At heart they are still indians. But the change of mind can be attributed to many factors, ineffectiveness of the nation to learn from its mistakes, stubborn minded and refusing to see chances of improvement in every area, incompetent and corrupt to the core politicians and then the inorganised way of life of every individual which determines their fellowmen's way of life.
People who have had the luxuries of the west, still brood over the fact to spend considerable time in India. I found it quite frustrating when a few of my North American friends say that they still consider India "A Poverty state". Now how much of it is true ? Very much. Poverty does not only mean just lack of food or shelter. It means more to a country like India. Unhealthy conditions for human survival, is one of the major factors why many of the elite men from west still find it intriguing to travel down to the subcontinent.
What more do you want? You have lack of food, lack of organised way of life, lack of hygenic conditions, no proper medical insurance, communal riots, corrupted governments and then even this boils down to people getting corrupted at the lowest level. IT was one big positive for India. The industry takes pride in itself for contributing one big share to the country's GDP. What has it done to the people of other sectors ? Insecurity. What more do you want ? People who have been trained to be a part of different sectors, choose to ignore the knowledge they gained from their undergraduate and post graduate degrees only to find themselves better suitable for lucrative IT jobs. For the helpless crowd from other industries, they have to fight the inflation, somewhat caused by misgovernance of the state and most importantly caused by the obvious difference in the financial status between the two groups. IT in current scenario decides everything on the day to day expenses a normal citizen has to suffer.
Its not lack of funds. India is a huge resourceful country. A big nation comprising of hardworking people. But then everyone have become tired of being the selfless citizen. i would not blame them. The country(government) has not given them much and then they bother as to why should they do anything for the country. In the past 50 years, patriotism has been replaced by self centeredness. Its not a complaint but rather a honest statement on what an inorganised way of life could lead a country to. For an IT guy like me who is in the west making some quick bugs, going back to india is still a comfortable feeling. But then it again accompanies a truth that my life back there will be run by the rules of the game back there. Thats too many rules. Down there, many lives are decided by an influential individual. Middle class has suffered too much in India. But again the discipline showed by the middle class has only brought India to where it is now. If not for them, India would have been just another civilization that disappeared into the annals of history.
Brave men who laid their lives for the country's cause in nov 2008 terrorist attack on the luxury hotels, no doubt are men belonging to middle class who were the pride of their families. Politicians and elite business men who could have made a difference stayed far away just watching these warriors lay down their lives in a selfless cause but not before destroying the sons of devil who wreaked pandemonium in the minds of citizens if it was still safe to lead a peaceful life in the country. The country should honor these martyrs. Failure of this causes a deep hurt. Imagine the mindset of the parents who lost their son in the ambush only to realise that their own government failed to honor his son who stood for the cause of the nation. Whatever the country does, will not bring their son back? But failure to respect and acknowledge the sacrifice not only broods contempt into the minds of the family but also to the whole nation that sits up and watch how their heroes have been dealt shabbily. Brave men make heroes out of a crisis, Our Government always wants to typecast themselves as villains and even this time, they played the role to perfection.
When the country has funds to honor cricketing heroes, i cant understand the fact that the commandos and policemen who were deployed to take the masked messengers of death, had no quality armour to protect themselves from the onslaught. I even read from one of the leading journals that the officials complained over the fact that uniformed men are given the cheapest quality of armour to protect themselves from the deadly strikes they would be normally subjected to, given the kind of uniform they adorn and given the lack of security back home. One official even went to the extent to say that the bullet proof jackets are the cheapest of quality you could ever get. I would never believe if the government attributed this to lack of funds. This only reveals the lack of concern and respect the leaders have for the uniformed men.
It just leads us to believe that no one is safe from the clutches of death even with ideal conditions of life. People now not only have to fear insecurity from financial and social front but also from the perils of anarchy that would evolve if their government chose to ignore the physical security of its territory. What more reasons do you want for an individual to stay away from his home country ? Some people have made US their home. For a few people like me, its more of an emotional decision which i would not want to make. On one hand i have a place that raised me and embraced me to help me face the trials of life and on the other i have a country that has given me the comforts of life. One is with what i am emotionally attached, the other is what i am physically attached to. I guess i would go by my emotions. After all the cribbing and complaining, i realized that my heart is still with Chennai. If a country as big as US can be organised, i am sure we have hope that India could also make it. It just needs a few people like you and me to set things straight. When we could embrace the fact that there is a wide scope for potential improvement in state of affairs back home, we have already taken a step. Planning should be the next phase. And most of all, we need one leader, a motivator. The future generation needs him/her. The current generation awaits. Is it you or Is it me ? I know !! I sound too optimistic.